My father and I with jelly bean teeth. My father and I are candy people and the first time I cut my knee riding my bike behind his I noticed that my leg bones were woven from licorice-- the cherry kind that you can peel apart if you have patience-- my father doesn't have patience so his knee bones are knots of black licorice rope-- the type that only dad and I like-- the type that gives you green teeth-- green like my gumdrop knuckles. my father taught me to punch boys with gum drops so that I could scratch their cheek bones with the sugar crystals. He poured a row of Mike & Ikes under my lip to form a mouth guard-- cardboard movie theater box mouthful-- Told me to fight with my feet-- to fight with boys because I was his little boy-girl rock candy warrior-- He made my sun freckles from skittles and the pink star burst that he always saved for me. The last licorice he always saved for me-- the last gummy shark gummy fried egg gummy bear cluster-- mutation of sibling cubs melted together in the heat of the glove box of his jeep-- My father got tired of cutting my bangs so he tied them up with red licorice rope-- jump rope-- rope like ladders and rope like monkey bars-- ropes that held us together in the back of the jeep-- and I don't remember what carnival it was but I will never forget sitting on his lap to watch fireworks and opening a bag of peach rings-- that we both knew were both the rings of Saturn and the crowns we gave the sunset and the waist bands of karate uniforms and the hub caps of a rusted blue jeep only we knew was bold enough to drive through a midnight. We never drove to Canada but I pretend we did. We would have eaten licorice for breakfast and gotten cavities so bad that they'd make us dentures from jelly beans-- sweet teeths for the sweet toothed-- More than twelve Saturdays of my life I have had a half pound of gummy worms for breakfast-- felt them wriggle as the day progressed and felt them make their way through my veins where they colored me the color of sunsets and fireworks. My father and I still have jelly bean teeth-- and sometimes the only way I know how to tell him that I remember everything we are and and were and will always be is in sugar-- I still punch boys with gum drops on my knuckles.