Spaghetti steam and life on Jupiter. I was bare foot and torn knee-shorts in August. That was when I was hairy knees and razor burn anklets. I chewed the planets like gum balls and my mouth could handle all nine before they decided that Pluto was just a gobstopper. My mother laughed and taught me how to eat planets like spaghetti-- steam fogged glasses and the colander in the kitchen sink. We picked the strand up with our hands-- bold--vapor hot hands. The steam always turned my hair to spaghetti-- linguine curls and my mother's waves of lasagna layers. She washed me in sauce to dress in Parmesan from the green-jacket jars always on the top shelf of the refrigerator. We wore wagon wheels as diamond ring in a promenade to the porch light where we laid as pasta bowls in front of the stars. My father would always and till this day call me "angle hair" If I could go anywhere tonight I would go to Jupiter-- become the vapors to cook the spaghetti and steam the asparagus and zucchini. I'd collect in water beads on the lids of pans that both my brother and I wore as space helmets. We made so many journeys from the backyard up the ladder to our moon. I'd use the lunar bodies as stepping stones until I reached the steamy surfaces of Jupiter's four Galilean moons--hopscotch- holding noodles in my hands--jar of sauce-- a bent-neck fork-- In space people don't need bowls. You know Jupiter is that largest planet and somehow I still think it's lonely with all that pasta and steam? She cooks and cooks and cooks for a family that could never be big enough to fill her girth, hides shyly in the camera flash of Hubble who stares deeply into her red spot-- The birthmark kiss of creation given to her by the stars-- what are planets but moons and moons just holly berries waiting for it to frost so they can inhabit my cheek bones-- It's cold up here and she cooks for me and she cooks well. I ask her about summer and about steam and about bare feet. She tells me that she IS summer and steam and bare feet but that none of those things had ever mattered without a bowl or a colander or a sink. I tell her that I'm not barefoot anymore and she melts me into noodles to toss in another batch of sauce-- lays me in a bed of basil and asks me to be her wife. I say I was meant to fog up glasses and get caught in the colander of my mother. She understands and fills the tupperware like usual-- stacks it in the fridge as leftovers for the visitors who are likely not coming this summer or the next. She'll eat the pasta alone tonight and I'll pluck her from the night sky like a gumball.