We swam with my father in a can of soup, conjured bagels into diner stools, and flew away on a napkin ring-- my mom made our family inside a crock pot-- lifted a lid to set clouds free in the kitchen-- my father was her serving spoon-- a bowl on the counter after school-- he didn't cook-- at best he could navigate a defrost button or conjure bagels from a toaster to dress in a block of cream cheese-- when i was sick home from school with him we built a day in cans of soup-- a sharp metropolis and the metallic snap of another lid-- here we entered the orbit of Italian wedding pearls- meat ball irises blinked us into a front door-- and oyster cracker-- becamse gold fish crackers together to cross another chasm of broth strewn with endive and escarole-- and some night when my mother didn't leave instructions for dinner my father was left to pure improvisation he became the steering wheel chief of an empty crock pot- the summons of Mamma's Delight pizza waiting on the door step-- a tower of pepperoni breathing cheese into another February-- but my brother and i's favorite meal our father made was spun on a diner stool-- we learned flight out a window again and again-- the lift of tiny airplanes-- today the hanger at the Airport Diner lays hallow--a gaping mouth relic of a hive of bi-planes-- the diner overlooked a working runway-- the three of us would take a booth seat to observe the bustle of the planes as the ran into the sky-- my father folded paper napkin rings into planes to coast across the table at us while we were watching a propeller grapple with a cloud-- we took our utensils and pinned club sandwiches in our pockets with tooth picks to board the papers airplanes on a trip across a black and white milkshake-- and my father told the story again about driving to Canada and seeing the stars how they're supposed to be-- made a promise to take us someday and both my brother and i imagined travel by means of paper planes-- my father had flew in the yellow biplanes-- touched down in a bowl of Italian wedding soup only to fish us out of the lumps of kale and spinach-- i clung to a meat ball-- we came back to earth sometimes in the form of the rounded side of a bagel becoming a diner stool-- a clear glass filled with orange juice and a tiny box of cereal for my brother to eat with his hands-- if nothing else my father's cooking taught me to swim in a bowl of condensed soup-- paddle with a spoon-- trust your existence on the arch of a paper plane across a table-- we were black and white milkshake straws and the vibrant frills on the heads of tooth picks--