i was waiting for your phone call in the bell of a daffodil. i'll grow roots from my toe nails here in the mulch & the soil-- soak in the eroticism of the dew-- i left the morning blushing from the night before when we lay with each other draped in ivy-- the moss grew over our legs-- made us monsters-- made us hairy-- made us invisible-- & the snails rang their shells like bells-- i woke up to find you gone again-- is this your idea of how to wake up the sun again? the necks of the daffodils snapped & shrieking in dial tone-- dial tone dial tone-- i don't know which bell to listen to because any could hold your voice-- are you humble enough to speak with the yellow lips of a flower? i am-- i am not afraid to fall in lust with the taste of petals-- you always knew i would eventually leave you for a tulip-- puckered face tight as the knots that still keep our phone lines entangled-- i don't want to the daffodils to stop ringing like wind chimes-- it remind me of august & pulling another orchid from your throat-- don't forget to water us-- puncture a hole in the angry grey of a cloud & drink with me-- drink static drink acid drink foot step of thunder in the seduction of the soil-- i ask only that someday when you come across a bed of daffodils that your remember how much you kissed me like the skin of a petal-- take a fist of dirt & root & call me from the bell of the daffodil-- crack the dial tone like a foggy morning dove egg-- i'll open up the moss-- grow monstrous with me.