filament from fairmount park the city is the filament of a light bulb screwed into the back porch lamp of my parent's house on noble street there are places that only exist in the summer & the driveway is one of them bottle cap prayer cards & carpenter bees selling gospel-- humming choir-- bartering their stingers to the wasps for a greater chance at heaven-- each one an individual rosary bead-- back to the city-- i was counting each bright building from my parked volvo-- postcard picture horizon-- my engine had been over-heating from the red stop & go so i pulled over even though i was only a few minutes from you apartment building i didn't tell you that i stopped over here-- stepped outside the car & leaned against the hood-- that's us right there-- burning inside someone's light bulb-- edison-- trying every possible material to keep the glow going-- we are those bodies who banished candles-- electronic radiant birdhouses if i shake enough will we become that snow globe on the shelf at the museum gift shop? swallowed by a belly of white glass-- twisted into the ceiling fan-- whose wings are we borrowing? i wished you were there with me so i'm re-writing the memory with you we don't say anything the ceiling fan blows gently as it extinguishing a flame-- you kiss me on the neck & we're both warm-- find each other's light switches on the smalls of our backs-- a bedroom wall-- & the city was nothing but coiled wire but the inventors cheered from the red birthmark clouds dusk you & i became a light bulbs there-- in each other's hands-- soft smooth glossy surface-- warm from being a city perched so far in the distance-- i get back in the car-- alone in the wake of an almost memory i finish driving to you feel each filaments of my veins-- you make me pray to bumble bees-- oh there are the ghosts of candles following me in the street lamps-- all of them are us--