1. black asphalt grit in between toes. the drive way cups its palms. thunder clapping the lids of pots & pans escaped from the cupboard. billy goes inside because he's scared of being struck by lightning. screen door mouthing the words to a song by simon & garkfunkle playing on a record in the yellow sun room. t-shirt stuck to skin. wet feet on kitchen floor & towels from the closet at the end of the hall. 2. i graduated college this morning & they were calling for rain. the sky held out-- coloring in spaces between ribs with graphite. clouds fast & morphing. i'm wondering if it's the ceremony that changes us or if we were altering along the way. the rain comes after. heavy & childlike. i walk out on the back step. grown man-woman, asking it to come down harder. drench me. dripping on the tile bathroom floor.