slipping

somewhere there's probably
great ornate / foundations of lube /
a whole slippery jungle/ i pour 
the gel into my hands / from a blue bottle 
that says / passions / i imagine 
using the viscous sensation / to fit myself /
into so much / smaller spaces / my hand 
slipping down a throat / my hand 
sneaking behind the sofa /
my fingers / pressing holes 
into the soil / my finger prowling
between bricks in the alley /
the house / is loose / with this /
tiptoeing / everything slipped out /
of our hands / even the bottle /
even the dick / wiping lube /
on each other's backs / chests /
disperse the sliding / we escape into 
each other's softness / a waterfall /
of lube / a river / an ocean / yes 
even a creek complete with reeds /
all of that for lube / all of that
for folding into another person /
a slide comes out from / 
between his legs / i fall / 
down into a great rapid / just
yes across / skating yes /
frozen lake with lube underneath /
more now / never too much /
smell of plastic water /
taste bath tub toys / taste 
skin / bricks / soil /
i tell him that / this kind of thing /
doesn't usually work / for me /
he says the lube helps / i fell it
on every surface of my skin /
i am designed to go / deeper 
into another human / or maybe 
for them to find a trap door /
his hands have lube / on them too /
we laugh / we can't hold on /
the floor now / bite collar bone /
tells me not to / just not right
now / too much sensation /
i think of a world / comprised 
of so many carpets / to be naked 
on / then wiping lube on the carpet /
the urge to be alone / for me comes sudden /
covered in lube i can see myself /
slip from him but i don't / i stay 
and count my fingers / as he holds me after /
i trust me body to be there / one two three /
i would run back to my room / hug myself 
and test / the surfaces of my body /
alone with my lubricated self / i might even /
fit under the bed where the mice /
snicker at night / i tell him he was good /
we smell like balloon animals / i tell him 
i liked it / i did for parts of it /
i laugh at something / i wrap myself 
in clothes / i wash the lube 
off my hands in / his sink