the weight of elephants in the field, scales grew like lungs. we came each day to weigh this against that. a pair of shoes against a crown. snake vs. belt. my life is full of such hungry dilemas. i carry my heart like a briefcase full of pressed flowers. everyone is on fire. today i am calling the tax god to admit the number of days since i last tried becoming a bird to escape. an elephant walked into my apartment building & i explained he was fine by me but the landlord would probably make him leave. he pleaded. i fed him potato chips & he talked about the safari & destiny. he weighed as much as me.