grapevine the wallpaper tells me we were supposed to be women. i wear a dress with a gun holster. we fill the bathtub with red grapes for mashing. i keep saying "girlfriend" & alternating between meanings. lover & almost lover. the rocks in the river know what we came to do. take our hair down. feed planets to the lion until he is ready to sleep for another hundred years. you feed me crystals. rose quartz & obsidian & sapphire. hard candy-hearted. grandmothers come with glow worms to light the collapsing house. i never meant to tell but now look where we are. the world knows.