fertility clinic don't believe every egg you talk to. some might working to become lightbulbs. i used to look in the mirror & see a family portrait. now i see windmills. when i worked at the farm i would kneel & shuck corn until i found one with a baby inside. then, i would take a walk & pretend i saw nothing. inside every bone there is a latent ghost. i am haunted by houses that have yet to become houses. walls turn white when i'm left in them too long. i find an egg on my pillow every night for a year.