off-site recovery program in the yard, dad glows green. the drum of pulse and sing. i never wanted to be an american but here i am, eating with the vibrating spoon. i call toll free to say i think we have another one. the tree, not a tree but a government surveillance site. each pine cone could power a small city. if we dig deep enough there is space enough for all our mistakes or so i am told. dad hums. dad is made of radioactive waste. it's all because he works inside a captured dream. hymnals fall. open them to find lists of recovery addresses.