vocal warmups is it vegan if you swallow the bird whole? open your lips & pretend to be the mourning dove? i ate chocolate until my mouth was a pie crust. circles of birds & bells. i was trying to make a playground slide of a speculum. o my silver hungers. kissing a boy in a practice room, he started calling me, "trumpet." a bowl of mouth pieces. you can teach yourself to be so hollow that anything can pass through. fists & legs & briefcases. i was not a good singer. i did try though. i walked around with a handful of glass eyes. popped them in my mouth. cavern. catacomb. he said this was all just a warmup. "for what?" i thought. for what.