water-wheeling babble myself. humming bird hallway. in the ice cream shops of our irises we go with empty shopping bags. fill them with oceans & lost earrings & stray tomato flowers. under my tongue i am always the rotted log. softened by rain after rain. you come to sew me with beetles. legs of the hungry world. cupping you in my palms & carrying you to the furnace where i make us into crystal. drink apricot nectar from our glistening. plummet is always spilling from my hands. washing winter & turning her green. i sprout onion bulbs all over my skin for you to harvest. soil & sun river. folding the earth into a little paper triangle football. we are sitting in the underwater diner at the bottom of the lake where only silk genders can go. every word a slippery bubble. they pop & i catch words. "more" & "always." i ache. the machine of me powering a grain mill. corn into braided hair. teeth into flour all from the rush. all from the water.