to those who are no longer animal 

i just want the wild to be real.
for everyone to react to the horrors
as we were meant to, with wailing
& pots & pans & fire. instead,
i am just one video game prophet.
sometimes the government knows
my name & sometimes it doesn't.
i take pictures of our house. i take pictures
of our eyes. i want evidence
in case. in case in case. everything is coming
but no one knows when. there is
a new terror in the laboratory. they make
guns. they make promises. i fill 
my car with gasoline & the dinosaurs 
scream. they say, "what is a tower?"
i want to talk to someone at the end.
someone on another side. i do the ouija stuff.
i do mirror talking. they tell me
that there is only one way through 
this kind of ending but they do not 
tell me what that one way is. i pull
my red wagon with me when i go out
to the freshly tilled field where
the stars go to dance this time of year.
i ask them to gather around me. 
i want to show them how to scream. i just
need someone else to do it with me.
i need to lose my mind in a crowd of light.
i beg them, "how do i remain an animal?"
they inform me, "you do not."
we scream like only the rocks know how.
break the glass case of the sky. 
pick up the shards. i ask them if they
will help me knock on doors. i am imagining
our whole town screaming. i want that
so badly. the stars tell me that is not
their role. they climb up back into the sky.
voices soft & far away. across the road
my neighbor lets his dog
out back. did he hear the stars?
he must have. he must.