the night sky needs a mirror & the sun cracks herself in a cast iron pan-- they paint hunger into dawn she told me the sun & the moon are lovers-- only they're both girls-- they laugh at men's feet bound to grass & stones-- and we all knew the night sky was our goddess-- only we mistook our savior in a sun-- she's not your lion mane-- she doesn't want your gold to dress a sun-ray-- she's her to warm the morning-- kiss the forehead of the moon as she rises-- she laughs in the splash of cracked egg-- yolks in fingers-- the flame to eat the pot of oil-- sun taught the water itself that it could breath and at night she whispered across the earth for her lover to un-clip nebulas from her hair-- tossed down into a ocean chasm to light the bodies of jelly fish-- paint lakes in her own hips-- this water color is blood bled into a sunrise--sunset she the sun loved the moon enough to become her-- the heat on her face that puts the water into a trance-- the ocean is her own sky she built to own a mirror-- it's how she reminds herself that she is as real and as eternal as everyone says she is-- she some days feels like the exhale of an ocean vent-- the decrescendo of a whale carcass to the deep-- rest in then mouth another echinoderm it's taxing to wear the moon as a mask-- listen to humans misjudge her for the stones-- this man in the moon has always been a woman-- together in tandem sun & moon craft each other bangles to endow around the waist of the equator-- preen each day like a skillet-- mirrored reflects in silhouetted in the sea at dawn when their mouths are full only of yearning-- this is how you learn not to touch-- she remember's the sun hands like the hot grip of a cast iron pan-- she tastes morning hungry wishes to hold the sun like the soft belly of a crepe-- the moon lives as an empty plate-- a hollow mouth spoon gaping for a drop of horizon-- she tastes sun only in that reflect-- that burst on the water-- the waves distorting her image in a juggle of beams-- the coral gnaws at her face and the moon weeps tired-- lets go of waves-- sun rages into morning oh why oh why do we wear these masks so they believe us and the moon forget she was meant to be silent-- and the sun always breaks her promises and sometimes doesn't kiss the water-- and the moon tells herself at least she has the ocean-- the bowls of her own bones where she can save her favorite drops of stars-- this is where the moon keeps her body secret from the sun-- digs deeper in her own thighs to hid more stars-- more kisses she grasped on the cusp of Capricorn-- i love you more i love you more i love you more she says and the man tied to grass & stones is afraid-- wonders why the moon chooses burns from laying face up in cast iron pan-- wonder how the sun could love a thing so hollow she needs a mirror.