my aunt's house is haunted by unsent birthday cards, rainbow chocolate cookies and the ghost of their sister my aunts believe in sending birthday cards to all the dead relatives-- set their pictures on the end tables to populate their house with black and white memory-- pull their hair in cotton balls from the medicine cabinet each morning-- and aunt Flo still writes to Frank even though his car horn stuck blaring-- broke his neck year ago through the windshield of a red Thunder bird-- my aunts sleep in the living room now-- the attic is too populated-- and the hearth of an air conditioner churns loud enough so they don't hear-- their sister Joan trying to play duck, duck, goose with them as they sleep-- some nights she's twelve again-- mary janes and white tights stained from kneeling in the front lawn-- the youngest girl skips beauty and moves on to radiance-- other nights she comes home with the plaid jacket of a boy-- hangs it over the bar and mixes her sisters Manhattans as they sleep-- plays with their perms and kisses their foreheads as if they were her mothers-- Joan died there in the living room sewn into a white bed with all her memories already bled into the walls the house-- and as she died she heard her nephews calling to the ghost of their mother from a Ouija board on the attic floor-- she sang Ave, ave, ave maria MARIA her sister Mary who counts everything in decades of the rosary-- wards off unwanted demons with charms of ring bologna and prayers cut in cubes of cheese-- each holy mystery is accounted for-- and aunt flo still worries the lightning storm will bring the roof crashing down and all the ghosts crowd the living room-- Joan puffing on a cigarette and Priscilla writing poetry in the squares of a crossword puzzle-- talking in the language of the Ouija board-- their nephews painting their names on the basement wall like hexes or prayers-- aunt mary sips coffee now and reads her fortune in the grinds at the bottom of her dead sister's mug-- they tell her to count the branches of the tree in the front lawn-- harvest the pears sunk into the grass to make a pie for the ghosts-- they're hungry-- they play the organ when the three tv channels don't serve them well enough-- Joan, Joan who should wear the fish necklace? mary asks Joan out of tradition not reverence and Joan is only six so she breaks a plate on the dining room plate and laughs in the pipes-- mary marks the morning with a stack of birthday cards for the ghosts to descend from the attic to collect-- leaves out a plate of rainbow chocolate chip cookies so the ghosts won't eat all the ice cream when they sleep-- i'm never going to die-- says aunt flo splits a cookie with her sister-- seals another letter to Frank written in the voice of a car horn-- Priscilla leaves poems in mary's coffee grounds-- kisses aunt flo goodnight and eats the last cookie off the glass serving plate--