i want to be treated like a library when you decide to love me-- walk into my shelves-- i take out the due date stamper & press it on the back of your hand-- this is how long i'm letting you look at what pieces of me you want to check out-- do you like to look inside atlases or are you searching for a book of old poems whose pages smell like january leaves peeled page by page off the sidewalk-- i like atlases because they teach you to walk anywhere & that sometimes Antarctica can be pink & i imagine me & you suspended in pink snow-- eating hunks of cotton-candy earth-- & sometimes the best poems forget their authors & sometimes an atlas is a poem & sometimes you read to me from the coast-- the names of mountains-- cities & rivers we could go to if we would leave the library-- take me from the stack of call numbers-- 302 RAL-- 302 SAU-- 302--SAX-- the book spines left on my knuckles-- this is what it feels like to have to walk aisles of book shelves for a first page-- your first kiss with me will be a printed word & what the library teaches us is that there are stories on the fourth floor-- how much do you want to read & how long are you willing to forage of an answer? this body of mine has had pages torn out to be eaten-- cracked book backs-- dog eared pages & jackets chewed by dogs-- marginalia mouths of these gods-- what have you used for a book mark lately? we find napkins & hair ties & notes passed in trigonometry class where people decided to stop reading the backs of my forearms-- dog-ear by pelvis-- photocopy the index printed across my lower back-- what is your favorite book you'll ask me because you might not know any better-- so i'll tell you i keep a library of a body so i never ever ever have to pick just one-- do you want to read with me? i'm stamping the due date on the back of your hand-- let's walk up to the fourth floor of my body & pick out something new-- a book with a musty jacket & a title neither of us can read--