bruise drop me on the kitchen floor i want to be soft & purple when i eat apples i find the bruise & bite that part first caramel brown & sweet this is where gravity hurt us & tucked us into candy wrappers there's the bowl on the wooden dining room table with the hand fruit blinks at each other that's where i'll be after i trip out the window for the eighth time this time i'll be looking for a way to make my skin more honeyed for you i collected bruises on my thighs & my forearms from hitting myself the dull pain of my own knuckles pressed into flesh sugar grains pouring like sand from my joints are we an hourglass? does time bruise itself from waiting to out grow itself the bruises never formed immediately haunting blood in the night as they collected themselves from the shadow beneath my bed from the anatomy of galaxy from the moon pulling the man-hole cover over her face like a black veil in the morning i watched each purple solar system oscillating gold windowsill glow marks the shape of charm bracelets wooden beads lesions writing songs about each other what sound does a bruise make as it comes into being? quiet like the brown spots on fridge top bananas will you believe me that i didn't want to hurt myself? are these black holes? if you fall into me i promise it will taste like spiral lollipops & molasses dip table spoons under my skin contusion confirmation we're the peaches smacking into each other in the thatched basket teaching each other where our skin will give your face: a tennis ball i don't bruise as often anymore i keep myself away from heights avoid bowls of fruit will you be a plum with me? hide our swelling-- our welts under the guise of eggplant nebulas when your teeth touch the planet's surface the juice will drip down to your elbow you'll realize how malleable the surface of earth is who dropped the earth from the kitchen table & made all these continents? kneel with me on the back porch the dirt is sweet as brown sugar feed me tablespoons pluck out my stem