I. billy gets white rice & eats it with parmesan cheese in one of the blue & yellow kitchen bowls. i always get chicken fried rice. i pick through the oily grains to find flecks of scrambled egg. we're at the breakfast counter & dad eats standing up-- licks general tsao's brown sauce from his thumb before flicking on the tv for background noise. II. some nights you open my chest like a take-out box. the little metal handle to carry me by. i tell you non-essential things like how we'd get wanton soup for when my mom got home late from work. like how billy & i would eat chinese leftovers cold out of the fridge from the white boxes early in the morning before our parents got up.