I. Breakfast at a corner diner with yellow tile walls: I told Mom that the milk on my Fruit Loops was spoiled sweet & she took a bite off the spoon. She said it was probably just whole milk. I watched her buy a gallon of blue-cap every week. we ate breakfast as a 1% family before leaving the city. It drizzled outside, scattering the lights from cars & cabs & signs through water droplet windows. Everyone was made of umbrellas (besides us). Sirens cooed. We'd slept on cots the night before because the hotel had miss-matched our rooms-- I'd liked it because it felt like camping. II. I sat in the front row of freshman English so I wouldn't have to make small talk before class. The desks were chatting & said: I've been drinking whole milk. Another girl said she did too, that she drank whole milk until her hair poured. She had yellow-cap gallon lips. i imagined myself standing in my bed room with a tall white glass. How does one go about un-abridging a body? Adding the fat & the unbroken? Gods of vitamins A, C, & B? I had teeth falling out like folded diner napkins. I thought maybe boys were made of whole milk, that it was something they carried in their bones. Taste me then, I'm offering myself on the spoon.