to have achieved the time/space immunity of a pigeon-- rafter & tasty-cake wrapper born-- dove dropped down the chimney. i want my feathers grey to keep the dust of all us travelers. run your hands up my thighs like the gritty sidewalk outside of port authority where the wheels of my suitcase got tangled in shoe lace & electrical wire. walk two blocks to your apartment where i ask you why you lock up your bike. coal under my tongue i come to ask the pigeons about the origins of human language-- they know us better than ourselves. i read they were the first domesticated bird but i don't believe that. we cohabitate the same body of trouble-nurturing & tenement window. do they, then, share the blame for the genocides? they highway-blood & demolition sites? close behind conquer. the common language between us all is a bird. in paris & new york & marid & west virginia feed mills & the underside of the bridge we we sleep. what name do we give those who watch another creature's history unfold? mud-scholar, a scribe of talon & fingernail grime. up riverside park you told me you hate pigeons as a few rooted through the recycling bin on a oddly warm day in december. christmas was coming like fever. i dis-trusted you after that. sleeping that night i imagined your body a great obelisk. i follow the pigeons, un-making whatever home i held with you.