lust is the big cruise ship pulling into harbor, the one we're all going to get inside when the time comes. when the gods get bored & flip the poles like a light switch, when we realize that the stars are microscope eye-pieces, staring at us, the specimen's floor is white hot lava. what an ocean the asphalt can make when you pound on it till it ripples. the heat reverberating from the pavement is the ghost of my night shift father, lilting in & out of sleep under the sun. the sun; bored of roofs & newspaper gift-wrap rips the darkness from beneath his eyelids until he turns spectral. there's still an iteration of his soul walking on the ceiling of the battery factory at midnight. that's when i meet you deep in the ship's hull. i tell you i lust you & it feels like a need to pick up all the seashells off the beach for myself, making necklaces under desk lamp, hanging them from the rear view mirrors of abandoned rust snickering cars along the sides of highways. i tell you i want to tapestry your body & we find the wrong blankets to sleep under. what's your room number? is there a spare key to this cock- pit. you tell me there's no laws on the ocean. the albatross is my father & he's already sunk, sweeping sand with a blue-handle broom. he's day bound now, shooing away the dark like a swarm of gnats. i'm making a night shift of us, a ghost to board the big boat. the ink-stamper mattress so that tomorrow, when we've both fallen off opposite sides of the ship, there will still be finger prints to wash off, i want to remember each point of contact, thumbtacks in the globe, cartographer-skinned children. we say "you're so young" "so young" to each other. what is the queer body on an empty vessel? hallway after hallway, the sun rolls like a bowling ball, for now, my love, we have this