proposals at the museum in the Egyptian exhibit we saw a man in a grey sweater get down on one knee & propose to a woman with strawberry blonde hair. the couple stood in front of a reconstructed tomb a box of stone words. i tell you that old things like this terrify me because the people who carved each symbol are dust dust dust (it could be the Catholicism speaking). i wanted to follow the couple around & listen to their conversations. what did they think of the mummies? does he tell her that he'll build her a tomb, bigger & more extravagant than Khaba or Sneferu, that he'll build her statues around its entrance does she tell him that he's silly to say such things, that she imagines their love like the corpses here, preserved & always beautiful, wearing turquois & scarabs maybe she tells him that they should be burried in the same coffin, facing each other. i should have followed them i should because i can't help but think that they never left the museum, that they wondered, trapped in the ancient objects on the first floor. & at night as they closed the museum & we were already on the train back home he took the ring off her finger & told her that centuries from now people might find the jewelry & try to guess what their rings meant he says that they might guess wrong & think that the ring means they're already married or invent another ritual to explain them. as he says this they're laying in the stone tomb & the windows are all night sky & street lights do they stay there forever then? i like to hope so if i could have proposed to you that day i would have asked if we could be statues there, lion-faced maybe egret faced maybe dog faced maybe anything, just not mummies