animation in the flickering dark outside the subway car window a piece of graffiti frolicked. an image animated, frame by frame: a purple body against a white background, springy legs, rubber ball head, pulsating creature the drawing danced outside our car for several seconds, then receded into long hollow of the tunnels. i have spent the last few days imagining the kind of person who would make a piece like that, climbing down into the subway's damp mouth, a backpack full of color, deciding to make a film reel out of the rushing trains. listening to their approach, hiding in between each line made on stone. i think of my uncle taking a sticky note book and showing my how to draw a little rubber ball at the bottom of each yellow square so that it would bounce when you flipped through the whole pad. we bought dozens of notepads, repeating the same little animation game, all the while thinking, look we can make drawings alive. then of course there's all those movies, the ones where people drew every single frame, i see all the hands filling in cinderella's dresses over and over, blue and blue and blue and all the hands making birds to flit around snow white. are there hands inside me like that? making me body move like i do? maybe a single being sneaks down into the night's damp hull to animate me, me: a purple man, flickering out a subway window, dancing, for fractions of a second