god is winding up the cows & setting them down into the fields this morning. they are made of tin & they wobble as they roam-- a mechanical mouth movement. chewing on something. someone pointing out the car window saying look cows & god with his long fingers tucking himself behind clouds so he's not caught. god with his new wind up toys. god with his workshop & a row of keys to wind each different species. he's done with blood & skin. he's done with organs. he loves the resistance of metal. the thing is he created death by accident like how when you spill paints across a piece of paper sometimes it looks like art & other times it looks like a gunshot wound or another kind of the mistake. he loved the shades of blood & the malleability of skin & was thrilled boy bones-- shaving them into all kinds of wonderful shapes, his favorite being the pelvis which he held up & wished the had a father to show-- wishing he had someone to be proud of him. yes, that's why he made jesus. carpentry is the closest human profession to making bodies. jesus studied the making of bodies. he wants the shift to be gradual. not just one morning that whole earth is full of tin creatures. he slowly takes a few away-- a patch of cows, a cage of rabbits, a few lost deer. the humans will be the hardest to make out of metal. he considers the uniqueness of each face. he leans down to look at his work while part of the world sleeps. with his long fingers he traces a nose, a cheek bone, a forehead. he cries. he hates skin & he hates blood & he hates that his work always dies. he imagines painters canvases growing sick & falling asleep for good-- sculptures no longer holding their postures, going limp on their pedestals. he shakes his head & thinks that they will never understand & he will watch each fall apart & float to the surface of heaven's great algae covered pond as a flicker of soft spore-like light barely remembering the body he crafted them alone in his shop by the boiled light of the sun.