we talk about politics & the future microwave vegetables are dangling like a ghost chandelier in the vestibule of a vestibule. everyone's coats are lost without them: aimless animals coasting across between alleys. everyone has a big huge house waiting for them. all the lights are turned inside out & there is an electric woman singing in the basement. my mom says we have each other as her television swallows another bottle of pills to numb itself. the images on the screen turn blurry & impressionist. i cradle the mircowave. a large square baby full of meals. we will eat more tomorrow when the sun isn't judging us. i emerged only a few years ago from a swelling steam pouch. i was frozen alongside the corn & the peas. a great field remembered me & all my roots turned to veins. i will remind you that frozen vegetables cling onto their nutrients like strings of pearls. i place a broccoli in my mouth & wait for it to melt. a tree in the yard is just a broccoli florette but the birds don't mind. they will take any green they can get anymore. i ask a stranger to read the nutrition label on my back; read it loud like a prayer. my grams of fat are humming. i am full of microwave beam. a plate rotates in my stomach in the glow of a yellow light. there is nothing you can't change when speckled with heat. the house is burning without fire. a clear slow melting. we watched the staircase turn to salt. our grandfather's soul was a piece of cauliflower. it trembled & climbed forever into the attic. unlike her, i have one long string bean in my chest. it's sewn from violin strings & it plays a hunger-song in me. in the next life there will be no president & we will go out in the yard & pray to dirt again. we will crawl out of the microwave in the house, slippery with butter, steam spilling from our mouths.