sun & moon the planets & stars & even the comets & asteriods & black holes are all trans. since i fell in love with you i see them bold as beach balls blaring through every ceiling. the stars gather like gnats on the windowsill. i feed them berries from the palm of my hand. you make nebulas hungry. you make the universe feast. i want to be the sun to your moon by which i mean i want to see your ocean-pull & the glow of your face & know we contain fragments of each other. at your kitchen table we talk about particles slipping through walls like ghosts. you draw a diagram. i picture particles confetti dancing myself becoming a wave of light. every day i love you more which is another way of saying i wake up & invent new planets to give to you. this one is green & expanding. this one is just a halo. if i was the sun & you were the moon i would still find a way to visit you. would unspool physical until there was nothing left but our own wanting. my forehead to yours. a kiss planted on your neck. you make the whole universe made knowable. around every corner i find another orbit back to you. particles laugh in their secrets.