flower emoji i'm saying yes i want so badly to be put in the window. you wingow. fed packets of sugar as i cultivate all my pink & red. drawing a picture of myself of myself. the twin mirror who follow each other into likenesses. a picture of a flower comes to smell like a flower. attracts bees who want to drink cellphone dry. i put a flower into transmission & you wake up in a nest of blossoms. they digitally grow from your ceiling. between my knuckles. typing "i love you" or "i love u" or "i luv u." the garden networked. designs of god. replica & replica. every identical emotion that has escaped & come back to me. hives arrive to swarm. the kind of honey that can only arrive via notification. we are thousands of miles apart & i am trying to say "i'm sorry." imagine a delivery man who i hire to leave a single flower on your doorstep for every sentecne i write you. to come apart is a series of flag polls farther & farther away. they say glows like a phone flash light. small point of light to follow. only to discover the flower does not change. you could return every single day just to find it like this a face of a face. you open your pocketbook & there i am. the doorbell rings. the door is just a telephone call. you are just split seconds away. but not at all. telling you i am not sorry. then eating the telling until it bursts into garden. i plug the flower in & wait. i know it is over for you & me.