when i am a fifth grader i eat everything america & wrap my voice in cylophane. the window is a parable of snow. opening my desk to find a president & a biological specimen. outside everyone is rubber. drawing chalk lines. pencil sharpener. i ask to go to the bathroom & the bathroom vibrates static. a police officer crosses his arms & points to an empty chalk board. i nod like i understand. i make friends with dead birds at the playground's edge & admit to them, "i don't know what to do at recess anymore." the birds say, "neither do we."