baseball field heaven with our fingers, we trace circles around each other in the orange-red dirt. to be dead is to be a baseball player. teeth full of grit. we take turns outfield-standing; making sun dials of our bodies. one of us says, "it is noon" & he says it every hour. the stadium is a far away story. sometimes we stare out & say, "i think i see it." a glint of sliver suggesting a bleacher. none of us remember hot to play but i remember how it felt to put my fingers through the chain link fence. we go out to pitch at the sky. i say, "home run" as the ball is eaten by blaring light.