taking off my rings i think of casting a circle & calling the watchers. in the forest there are archways the deers lay to tell us how to walk towards a silver television. in my room i cut portals through celophane. a bowl of oatmeal. a windowsill laden with footprints. each hopstoch a new rabbit witched & standing in the yard. i always wanted to lay an egg & keep it a secret. blue shelled moon. mother planet. how everything is an orbit. you around a cigarette. me around a portrait of a family. signaling the night to unfurl her wings. a feather benweath my tongue. i trace the indents where metal has met bone. subtle & cyborg, i live on lips of glass cups & men. throwing stones in the ever yard. these were once my fingers. i was once a bird & i said to myself, "one day i will trace a life & remove it." bare hands. the wooden dark.