jelly jar let's fill the starwberry with all our hammer heads. the blinking street lamp finally executed by a middle-schooler. someone asks me, "what do you do with all your anger?" i boil it down to guts & seeds. steam on my glasses. my mother would talk to each berry before it became a sister. i collect the jars. harvest them from the den of a politcian. he feasts on paper machete birds. before i go he tells me things are looking up. i try to avoid talk of the sky. the sky does not grow brambles or burs or grapes & blueberries. the sky is a place birds go to make escape plans without us. you don't need to toast or anything. a spoon is enough to carry a knee cap into your mouth. sharp & sweet. no one puckers like they used to. a wooden spoon can be a femur or a family. i come with the jars. we boil them clean & give them their first confessions & communions before they are ready for the rage. pots & pots of it. taking the sun & rendering it a fresh scab. wiping lids. you be the jelly & i'll be the jam or else the jar. is there always a vessel? carry us into the next moon. i scope out my insides. cup after cup of sugar. there i am alongside the gooseberries & the orange finger nails. we eat until we vibrate like television static. lightning storm flosses its teeth on the roof tops. the quiet pop of a jar's lid. before we feast best we can.