she came down the people on the ferry leaving staton island will be the first ones to notice-- they're the morning people-- clutching coffee cups full of holy water-- letting sea air kiss their necks lightly-- leaving barnacles to grow there-- a nurse will make small talk about traffic & a university student will pace the deck as she always does-- trying to write a thesis under her feet while also thinking about how easy it would be for the whole thing to sink-- from inside the hull-- on an orange plastic bench would sit a man who rode back & forth three times already that day-- he'd look up to gaze wistfully at his green copper lover only to find an empty space & a vacant pedestal against the back drop of the red-plum dawn-- he'd stand up & walk to the porthole he'd usher others over to check to make sure that this time it wasn't only him who had lost her-- by the time the ferry docked every passenger would be frantic-- looking into the horizon like a sandbox or a sink drain for the green body of the statue of liberty-- but she was no where to be found-- people would start to call her name down the streets-- post her picture in every bus station-- every subway stop in new york-- the whole city would form one body to miss her with-- the mayor would make her promises if only she would crawl back up onto her stage-- other women tried to stand there-- they'd hold a contest to try to fill the position & only end up weeping & calling into the night for her to come home & all the while she would be there-- bunched up in an overcoat in central park-- she'd wake up in the morning & buy a loaf of dollar store bread rolls-- crumple them & feed them to the pigeons & laugh when the birds flourished around her like storm clouds-- she'd buy a hot dog from the grumpiest hot dog vendor & he would always ask her if he'd seen her somewhere-- she'd brush a strand of her away from her face & tell him gently that he must be mistaken-- she'd eat hot dogs with mustard & relish they way we should all he eat hot dogs-- as night would come she would be cold & she'd try to sleep on a park bench away from where a police man might see her-- a handful of midnights they would come by & wake her up-- she'd sleep walk to another part of the city-- crown clutched tight to her chest-- eventually she'd make it to port authority & she'd spend several days just watching the buses come & go-- she would have forgotten how much of the world meets in the city-- she'd ask people where they were going & her face would light up as she listened chicago, philedelphia, montreal, frisco, pittsburg, boston-- she felt the people like the city like doves flying out of her mouth-- she'd pass a television & hear another news cast about a lost lady liberty & for a moment she would pause to hear him out-- under her arm would be the torch-- unlit-- looking almost like a folded news paper-- there would come one morning where she would decide it would be okay to leave her own body there-- she would kiss the knees of the bench she had slept on & walk onto the first bus arriving at gate 36 & because the number would have looked divine to her-- she'd drop her torch in a recycling bin & maybe keep her crown for memories-- she'd run her hand through her hair-- lean up against the bus window & watch the city grow small in the distance-- her nose would be running from the cold & a stranger next to her would off her a tissue from a pink traveling pack & he'd pull out an earbud & tell her that she looked familiar