cloud fall & the clouds came down as the animals we saw in them-- hoof & claw-- steam & stampede-- clamor of glasses in the cupboard-- i peeled open my blinds to see them all-- grey to white their bodies left up to interpretation-- you saw a dragon & i saw the scowling face of a teacher i had in elementary school-- the one who made me sit on the brick wall during recess-- i took inventory of the clouds-- read their body prophecies-- the rain is of course coming-- balanced on the heads of the elephants-- ripped from the ocean in the teeth of the mermaids-- sharp pairing knives-- slice your strawberries in half to make hearts-- i beat blood into my pale palms as a promise to always read the clouds-- listen to their commotion as they ascend-- make stair cases of the shingles-- slide down lamp posts on main street-- touch down to earth-- a thick fog of tails & tomorrow-- tomorrow will i get to be a cloud-- i want hollow bones & a larger wing span-- i want to be mistaken for a magpie & a snowy owl-- feathers of oak leaf & snowfall-- everything is melting isn't it? me & you & the animals born each morning from an unsuspecting cloud-- are we then the parents? the guardians of so many sets of eyes & hind legs setting forth to peruse the dirt-- kiss mud into water-- slip into puddles as deep as rivers-- today the clouds are rapid-- chasing each other home-- i follow them in my car until they hide beneath the hem of the horizon as the sun becomes an oreo cookie dunked in a clear glass of milk-- sweet cream & crumbling-- i can taste chocolate when we kiss-- when you run a hand through my hair & realize how volatile this body is-- an assembly of vapors-- yes i traded my flesh for the same body as the cloud animals-- i wanted to run at the command of the wind-- i wanted you to look at me & tell me what i should be-- a giraffe-- a blue whale-- a hand clutching a silver dollar-- a plump crooked nose-- come stand outside in the fog & the mist & wait for me to come down the staircase-- hair still damp from a midnight shower-- my checkerboard boxers all green & white & blue-- i'll stand there & wait for you to make a cloud of me all the while the storm gathers enough hooves pour-- kiss me when i'm grey & illegible-- careful of what you see in me-- i might be a snake or a fern tree or simply a boy who dissapears on occasion into cloud