the snakes are ravenous i watch them swallow a neighbor dog & then a trophy & then a school bus tire. i tug my father's sleeve & tell him to watch this video of a snake devouring a lizard. we try to snake-proof the house with rock music & sad poetry. dad gets on his knees & peers at the houses's nonesense spaces. in one hole in the wall he glimpses a little video of me as a girl eating a gummmy snake. in another crack he finds himself as a child dancing with snakes. ours is a history of this particular repitle swelling larger & larger in our minds until now when there's nothing we can think of but snakes. over dinner we say did you see the snake do this? & are you afraid of the snakes doing that? in the morning we get up & check our blankets for snakes & our skin for snake bites. when i was younger i used to want to keep them as pets. my father encouraged this danger. he bought a calliope of jars to house said monsters. he taught me how to lure mice from the fields to feed future snakes. we were two reptile yearners. separately we both wanted to lose our limbs & belly slither into coves where only snakes can fit. out there in the world a snake is a collaping adjent. they bite the ankles of joggers & tie knots around television faces. they ache like only a needy heart can. preparing for love's dangerous can often take the place of loving. we found no snakes in the house & we know we never will. the searching is the exact addiction we need. in the trees, snakes are learning from birds. in the water snakes are coaxing stories from giant squid. it is only a matter of time before they tell us finally what we should be doing with our hands. before one enters the house & eats the family from our bones. my father works in the basement on a giant wooden snake. i work in my bedroom on a snake made of nothing but need for more escapes. i watch a video online of a giant snake slowly devouring larger & larger animals. lizard. hawk. dog. cat. human. house. street. siren. radio tower. there's a theory we could already be inside a snake. i open a window just to hear the soft snake sounds below. rustle of a moon. wire fence clink. a snake is on its way.