petting zoo ducks the petting zoo ducks are tearing pieces off the sun as if it were another potato roll or window of white bread. wearing their iridescent masks they plunder the graveyard of flowers & return to the pen before any human can notice. they are nothing like the goats or even the horse all of which can convince themselves of a two-finger touch. the ducks refuse caress & in return demand handful & worship. the ducks take turn guessing what it once meant to be "wild." one duck thinks only falcons & eagles are truely unbound like that. another duck thinks it's as simple as a barrier. anyone without a fence is wild & those with one are contained. the ducks recall being carried like loaves of bread. the ducks often try to eat more than they know they should. the ducks drink water in morsels & ask summer to at least bring cool dark nights. one duck tells the same story every dusk. he says that once there was a great pond thick with algae & brimming with everything delectable. there were no other two-footed species only ducks & there ducks flourished. he is trying to get back to that pond & on his worst days he tries to dig it himself in the mud of the pen. the truth though is he could fly out. he could escape. play in the church cementery or make a shadow on the sidewalk. the pen just feels a brutal necessity. what if he were to walk too far & lose all possible rein. no he would stay & the other too. pluck feathers & stick them in the mud. call it a forest. then, balancing the sun-taste with a nibble of moon. just a taste. smooth & cool. quenching. bringing sleep. the ducks sleep with their eyes open as stars. dream of un-dangerous touch. a reach. a grasp. the pond closing like a blinked eye.