the discovery of tea once, we boiled in the tortoise shell. shed leaves from our heads & dried them on pavement. all our scabs had names: oceania & baltica & rodinia. watched each sprout red & wonderous before our eyes. walked down to wash in sunlight. here is how you clean a wound. here is how water turns amber from glass. faceup floating in the bath losing pieces of our souls down the drain. living is the process of coming apart or more precisely, how you make breadcrumbs of a body. i clip my finger nails & line my little smile-moons up on the windowsill. drinking deeply from the clay mug & passing it along the line. everything is warmer now. face full of faultlines. eating with my fingers in the kitchen dark. who knew we could sing with a thumb over our throats. a bird at the back of the cupboard with all the rest of the dried words. sudden & promising. deepening dark. a whole lake turned maroon with waiting. sugar cubes balanced on noses. i raise my hand to find it gone to the water too.