if sleeping beauty didn't wake up we would say what kind of girl's body doesn't open by the mouth? she had to have been a whore or some kind of night stepping wanderer-- what kind of girl doesn't open like a hinge? what kind of girl sleeps through the want of a prince? & he would walk away like all boys do when they don't get what they set out for-- across the kingdom the story of a prince so wronged by a sleeping woman would become the story they told their girls before they fell asleep-- to not be frigid & slumber like the sleeping princess who didn't know how to wake up from her mouth-- who didn't know that on her body was mapped a boy's plot line & awake in bed the girls would fear sleep itself-- they would share stories stories by the moon & ask if each other had ever failed to wake up in the morning-- but some girls some girls would want to find her-- they would take backpacks as if they were going to school-- fill them with maps & notebooks-- they would rip their stocking on briers & carry their slippers in their hands & they would make their way over the mountain ridge at the far end of the kingdom-- following the persistent blooming of hydrangeas like the forest itself was blushing-- there in the depths of the trees she would lay-- wrapped in vine & branch-- a body embraced by ivy-- blooming with flowers all around her-- her face a tulip bulb & the girls would stand in horror & relief to know that it was true-- that they didn't have to wake up-- that there was a body whose sleep was so deep that not even a boy could force her to rise-- between themselves they made up tales of what she had been dreaming of all this time-- they said that she tamed dragons-- at she was a witch & a goddess & a mother & a girl & one of the them said that maybe she dreamed of a princess who would come & kiss her & she wouldn't have to wake up to be in love with her-- they would leave offerings at her feet-- handfuls of smooth stones they had collected when they crossed the brook & dandelions which can always serve as approximations for a flower-- they would kiss her feet among the brush & they would leave without another word-- back over the mountain ridge back to homes & cottages where they would sew back & not sew the holes in their stockings & sleep heavy & so full of dreams that at times they felt as if maybe just maybe they would not wake up--