avenue there's too many so many people living on my street & it's night time. the sidewalks as belt loops thatching us together. clapping in the windows can indicate a birthday. whoever's birthday it is i hope the cake is chocolate or at least has a frosting rose. how old are you now? pastry boxes stacked on top of each other-- tumbling. the cars conduct themselves, their seamless migration back & forth to either side of the street. the porches shared by squirrels & cigarettes. mailboxes wishing everyone could sleep so they could read the mail aloud. my house gets mail for people who no longer live here. John & Lindsay & Olivia wherever they may be. the stack lives inside the door in case they return. a box of pizza grows legs & rings a doorbell. the grass itches & asks for bare feet. do birds sleep? a pigeon on my stoop eating a kernel of star. the planets are so tired here, new york city a hot tongue in the horizon. but here is my street, lit yellow windows, headlights crawling on the walls, a stroller pushing itself. someone's baby is crying, someone's dog without a collar. the thai restaurant whose back door is opening & closing & opening & closing. the dumpster fat with broken furniture. i don't think people stay here long. the driveway jammed four cars deep. an ambulance snoring. i don't know how long i will stay here. wednesday is a kind of mother, lugging trash to the curb. the green man full of bottles. black plastic bags. night time walkers are either ghosts or restless or hungry or all three. i looked down when they walk by so they won't see me from the white plastic chair on my porch. my street has so many people.