butter pre-schooled handed we made hole-punchers of our mouths. dotted the menu with portals. butter is aways waiting beneath the surface. a few muscles away. we all pressed fingers to our forearms to feel our digits working. pianoed, i waited for the factory to arrive like grandfather or a railroad. sweetness, like all pleasures, is manufactored in hell alongside bright orange cows & croissant platters. my father drives away when we take our shifts. his shifts is in the bunker with the other men. he's got blotches on his skin from spilled grease. i used to beg him to turn himself in but he said he couldn't. i will understand when i'm older i guess. for now there are jars to be filled. butter to be sung from the faucets & butter to draw into the right reservoir for safe keeping. this winter promises frozen butter on the rooves & smudged street light. some morning when the cows knock at the front door like traveling salesmen i consider a world without the substance. what it might mean to talk to cream in its slipper form. wild butter. abandoned butter. everyone on my street is hard at work at any given hour. there is never enough. the quota is as wide as a life. what would happen if we just stopped producing. watched world melt around us until the trees gasped in delight at all the lack of productivity. a signal they heard in space suggests butter on other planets even. i stand in the yard & pause for a moment to wave up at them as if to say we are making butter down here too.