rattlesnake roundup we believe in catch & release. hunting only for the sake of capture. a metal hook to hold the snake at length. everything in this world coils in an 's' shape. this means ready to strike. the children run in circles. crouch to share a tray of shoestring fries dreaming of snaring their own. rattles that buzz & thrum. an instrument of questions. "when will you fear me, when will i fear myself?" we are not the only species to celebrate arrests but we are maybe the most ceremonial. men who save belt buckles for standing in mountains of rattlesnakes. hands on their hips. we pluck one from the rest, explain you need to hold the snake right behind the head where he cannot whip around to bite you. the children practice on each other. a boy covers his eyes & his mother tells him he is missing everything. running, participants imagine themselves in duels with the wild. as if they were not also born in the forest. holding snakes down to measure them. writing numbers to dercribe an encounter with scales. all their ribs like angel teeth. milking venom to fill cups after cup. we tell the snakes they are visitors & soon they will be sent back into their privacy. hollows & dark. sunning themselves & thinking of our faces. round as personal moons. they are not afraid of us. they are maybe furious. maybe grateful. maybe both at once. wishing they could fill us with cold blood. cover us in scales. we take off our boots boy the door. check them in the morning for snakes. worry about retribute & the rule of threes. whatever you give to the world comes back three fold. this time next year we know we will have to wear this again.